Jealousy!
Recently I learned a shocking piece of information about my new super secret crush Brett. He told the entire Enrichment Reading class that HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND!!!
He had said, "Everyone thinks my girlfriend is crazy."
Mrs. Laytham asked, "Who is your girlfriend?"
Brett answered, "Amber Hollowell."
All I could think to do was mumble to myself. "G-g-g-g-ir-ir-irl-f-f-r-r-iend?" I stammered. "No," I thought. It can't be true. I had to pick Brett to start over. I just made a huge mistake! Now what was I supposed to do????
To make things just a little more complicated, Amber just happens to be one of my friends! And at the same time, she is my secret crush's GIRLFRIEND! I became insanely jealous of Amber. It wasn't fair! I need someone much more than she does. Why, then, does she get Brett all to herself?
I feel partly like I want to strangle Amber because she is dating my secret crush, but then I don't want myself to do something bad to her, because friends don't do that to other friends. So now all I can do is try and avoid her. However, Brett and Amber the Couple just seem to be appear everywhere, and together! I see them at recess, at the same lunch table, and just last week I saw them at the library together while I was typing my language essay! And what was even worse was that when I froze with a look of absolute horror on my face and slowly started to back away from the unbreakable twosome, Amber spotted me, wearing a look that said, "Man, what is up with you?"
I think I just might call Amber soon and tell her everything, but I'm wondering if that will result in massive chaos. This new jealousy problem just makes every other problem twice as bad!
Ciao for Now, from totally terrified and jealous,
-Jess